Sunday, December 20, 2009

Wierd

Do you ever feel stupid about your stupidities? As in, at times, you shouldn't be doing things that you're doing. But, you can't help that. They just happen. You just happen to do them. And then, you wonder what on earth made you do THAT.
At times, I feel that I'm a misfit on this planet and that I should go back to Neptune. I wonder what it would be like if the Neptunians start behaving like the people here.

Ok, are you thinking that I've gone crazy and whatever I'm talking is crap? Neptunians? What nonsense! okieee then i better stop talkin!!!;)

Thursday, November 26, 2009

PISSED!!

I'm pissed off.
Pissed off with myself.
Pissed off with the way I think.
Pissed off with the things I do.
Pissed off with the things I know I shouldn't do and I still do.
Pissed off with the way I behave.
Pissed off with the emotional fool that sits inside me.
Pissed off with the way I love people.
Pissed off with my expectations.
Pissed off with my tendency of expecting things all the time.
Pissed off with my tendency of getting jealous.
Pissed off with the killer feeling that I get when I'm jealous.
Pissed off with my tendency of demanding explanations.
Pissed off with my heart and my brain. that work overtime.
Pissed off with my body.
Pissed off with my hair.
Pissed off with everyone.
Pissed off with just EVERYONE & EVERYTHING!
I know I know it'd be fine but it can't help coming back to me!